Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Until later, my friends...
I'm so sorry.
Something terrible happened yesterday that I could have prevented, but didn't. In the blink of an eye my life has been turned upside down and I have no one but myself to blame. I am devastated, injured, humiliated and scared.
My poor judgment in this moment is going to follow us and haunt us for a very long time.
Right now I need to focus on this situation and the fact that I am returning to work very soon.
I can't find anything funny in all of this. I can't just write about things as usual while I feel like this. When all you're doing is crying, there isn't a whole lot of "funny" there.
I don't know how long it will be: a few days, a week, maybe a month or more. I just don't know.
I love you guys. I just need to focus on fixing the monumental destruction that is my life right now. I'm not asking for sympathy as, quite frankly, I feel I don't deserve it.
I'll miss you and will maybe pop up in comments, hopefully you'll still be here when I get back.