Tuesday, June 12, 2007
bleu and whiney
I'm not myself today.
I just looked in the mirror, and it turns out I'm not Angelina Jolie either, but that's neither here nor there.
It's hot, and humid, and I'm not doing well.
I never do well in this stuff.
I wish I could be one of those people that blossom when the thermometer edges its way over 80 degrees. People that smile when they wake up & hear the weatherman say "It's gonna be another hot one!" gleefully and with more than a smidge of cockiness to hide the fact that his wife doesn't know he's gay...
I am not that person. When I was watching the Weather channel this morning before work (like you never do. You would probably like me to think that you don't pick your nose while you're driving either. Whatever.) I gave Mr. Generic Weatherguy a hearty "FUCK!" when I saw that there's no relief until maybe Monday.
No, indeed, I am not that person.
I'm tired, headache-y, a little blue, and the humidity is making me feel like I am starting to mildew. I'm going to have to start bathing with Tilex if this keeps up.
Maybe the fact that I have to be at work at 7:00 a.m. this month is contributing to the problem.
Maybe the fact that I'm too hot and tired to work out is contributing to the problem.
Maybe the fact that I can't seem to catch a decent night's sleep is contributing to the problem.
Maybe the fact that I can be a real crankyass sometimes, for no real reason, is contributing to the problem.
Maybe I really just don't give a shit and just want to wallow.
I don't know. And I'm too tired and hot to care.
Now that we've got the whine, who's got the cheese?
Maybe me- if this humidity sticks around much longer.